i feel like doing a long post but since i haven’t received any pictures - forget about pictures! im just gonna update with words. :D

anyway, FOC was a quite a blast. there were a few surprises but i survived.

oh you know, i swear i’ve re-developed my muscles! try carrying a water dispenser that is like 3/4 full and walk like at least erm.. was it 10 blocks? okay lah actually, i don’t blame anyone. i was trying to test myself. one of my new year’s resolutions was to always finish what i’ve started. so yeah, i kinda said no to those who offered to help. if they had asked earlier, i might have gave in but we were like halfway there! so isn’t it like a little too late? HAHA.

and now, im kinda distracted and i don’t feel like continuing with the post. :O

okay, okay moving along. all i wanna say is that im glad to have met all the new people during the camp. i might be the person who looked pretty much passive, unfriendly and has an awkward smile BUT tbh, im nice. :) and if i were to see these new people along the corridor, it just might take me awhile to respond cause, really, my reflex actions suck. haha.

and MOVING ON (again), school starts in a few days. im really gonna suffer from monday blues. monday is like the longest day everrrrrrrrrrrr. sigh. i want to go to a concert before school starts to release the anger, tension, uneasiness and unhappiness. and, and, i wanna be an optimist. i hate being such a sensitive, emotional freak. i want to be comfortable being myself and not have any inferiority complex.

i feel like im having sorta an identity crisis and you know.. losing myself in the whole process.
TELL ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY..

PS: its apparent in this post, that i suck at organizing my thoughts too. ERGH.